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Oct. 24th, 2007 01:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
emeraldembershttp://youtube.com/watch?v=J8ydHhuCH_0
This song does weird things to me. More so than the Alanis Morisette version; I'm wondering if it's 'cause the video has a slightly Silent Hill/Jacob's Ladder-ish edge to it, with the dingy room, the slightly wrong shadows and the angelic-looking girl?
Anyhow.
I've had a hell of a lot of nervous energy the past... hm... three days now? I don't know what to do with it all. It's got a slightly unsettlingly manic edge to it, and my sleep is... odd. Too many dreams, not enough hours, and that's peculiar to me because I'm used to solid ten -> twelve hours. It shouldn't be a diet thing really because, that egg incident yesterday aside, I've not been eating weirdly or even particularly differently.
And it shouldn't be nervous tension about the monetary situation because we're down to less than a week of being screwed now; everything past that point should sort itself out.
I think it's just boiling down to needing something to focus my mind on - I suck at menial labour so it's not like housework helps. And I've only got the one thing left to write for springkink and for yaoi_challenge. go_exchange should start soon and I'm thinking about NaNoWriMo but... huh.
Just out of curiosity because all this fidgeting by myself gets frustrating, do any of you lot ever have issues with mood... well, not quite mood swings, but mood *oddness* at the change of seasons?
This song does weird things to me. More so than the Alanis Morisette version; I'm wondering if it's 'cause the video has a slightly Silent Hill/Jacob's Ladder-ish edge to it, with the dingy room, the slightly wrong shadows and the angelic-looking girl?
Anyhow.
I've had a hell of a lot of nervous energy the past... hm... three days now? I don't know what to do with it all. It's got a slightly unsettlingly manic edge to it, and my sleep is... odd. Too many dreams, not enough hours, and that's peculiar to me because I'm used to solid ten -> twelve hours. It shouldn't be a diet thing really because, that egg incident yesterday aside, I've not been eating weirdly or even particularly differently.
And it shouldn't be nervous tension about the monetary situation because we're down to less than a week of being screwed now; everything past that point should sort itself out.
I think it's just boiling down to needing something to focus my mind on - I suck at menial labour so it's not like housework helps. And I've only got the one thing left to write for springkink and for yaoi_challenge. go_exchange should start soon and I'm thinking about NaNoWriMo but... huh.
Just out of curiosity because all this fidgeting by myself gets frustrating, do any of you lot ever have issues with mood... well, not quite mood swings, but mood *oddness* at the change of seasons?
